I need a new life {remix}

This song is about a lot of things. It implies a lot of things people probably don't know about me. Included within the lyrics it implies that there was a fire. It also implies abuse in the form of count 1 and count 2 which stands for different stages. The bridge of the song was something I pictured. There is a newer version of the song that has been played for the audiences. The song discuesses some personal things as well.