Is it me or what? part II
I’m having the longest writer’s block in the history of my career.My studio had an electrical fire 2years ago and I’m still waitng for the wheels to turn and get me back on the block but what happened in the meantime was so ridiculous it ain’t funny.I took the wildest roller coaster ride you could take without a seatbelt and a ticket.To start my woman, who I had been with for over 15 years just got up and left me for someone she barely knew on new years eve without warning,She called me back and came to see me and told me that it was’nt planned and that she was sorry and she was right she was sorry:).I was devastated.I could’nt function for days. I was there for this woman. Mind you I’m a guy who has already been through a divorce,so you know that I must’ve loved this chick.I wound up feeling sorry for the guy she was with and I tried to reason with him. Not to get her back because after that i did’nt want her anymore.I tried to tell the guy ” If she did it to me what do you think she’s gonna do to you?” It took a while and a few screw ups later(she wound up cutting his face up)they broke up.Even though it still was hard to get past the whole deal.Then I wound up producing for a gospel record company and surpassed my own expertise I recorded 5 acts 3 of them live band (engineered,mixed,edited and mastered) in 40 days and 40 nights(it’s documented).The downside as the co-producer on the project i got stiffed for a good sum of money that was more depression on the scale but I was proud of my acomplishments.What floored me was people used my belief in God to try to manipulate me into beieving that I was wrong for asking for my money.I got my per diam for the most part but the contract itself was breached.What’s my point? I thought to myself here’s my solo album right here on several occasions and it’s almost 3 years altogether and nothing; except a lot of cool insturmental tracks.So here’s my contrbution to the cause and/or cure for writer’s block,Mabe sometimes you can be too close to your life to write about it,so the best thing to do is leave it alone but, it won’t be easy because it will haunt you but try not to force yourself because then things start to get really weird and you start writing about stuff that does’nt make any sense or just plain sucks.Just leave it alone. I’m going to the beach and chillax.PEACE 2 THE PLANET!!!!