This song is 100% about my father & our estranged relationship. Vietnam, & his hard life made him a cold hearted, & emotionless man. Even though I wish he was different, now that I am an adult I can at least understand what made him the way he is. Please listen to the words & you will hear the story of his hard life in short. Hope you like it! ~Lisa Gain~ www.myspace.com/lisagain