We have had this song for so long. I don't even remember liking it for most of the time we had it but somehow it evolved into a really interesting piece of music. I had a pretty religious upbringing and I remember starting to have the feeling that I was just making deals with everyone, almost like a transaction. It was all very business like and sterile. However the stories we were making these deals about all seemed so visceral and bloody. This song was an attempt to reconcile that