I woke up this morning in a mood I can only describe as “waiting”. Do u ever just find yourself waiting? NOt necessarily waiting for something in perticular, but just an underlying anxiety that you can’t explain. It’s nice when you know what you’re waiting for because even though u may or may not be prepared, you know where you stand. If it’s something bad…u prepare for the worste. If it something good you have something to look forward too. But what if you just don’t know? I find myself caught between excitement about what could be coming, and fear of the unknown. Caught in emotional “limbo” bordering the realm of apathy. Hope for the future is clouded by the overbearing weight of what is unknown. So where to go from here? I do my best to keep a level head and keep pushing forward, at times It’s frustrating to find that I’ve been misapplying efforts to a lost cause, but to stop trying is just not what I’m made of. So I just continue with the task at hand, whatever that may be for the day, I hope you will do the same. The “wait” is hard, and I know I’m not alone in feeling this way. Some are looking for Love, some Money, if you’re like me you’re just waiting for the bullshit to stop. Keep doing what you’re doing and we WILL get past this, keep your head up, and just know sooner or later this “wait” comes to and end. Holla at me -D