Afraid I
Album: Demo
By: Nathan Larson
By: Nathan Larson
Duration
4:13
Genres
Description
A song about a girl I hada crush on..who unfortunately was addicted to meth. I really regeret not trying harder to help her. She's okay now i hear she's working and living in Prescott, AZ. But i miss her terribly. We had a great time together eventhough we never made that step across the threshold as it were.
Lyrics
There'll be no sleep tonight No rest til the sun has touched my eyes I'm wide awake and dreaming of the beauty that is sleeping upstairs She said it's getting hard you know it is when your world is full of scars Fear moves like an ocean drowning all of the emotion it ensnares She can't know what I haven't told her And this holding back is driving me insane I'd give my world just to hold her But I'd give much more if I could ease her pain But I'm afraid.. Afraid, I, Afraid I, Afraid I yeah I'm afraid of what I can't say She nearly starts to cry it breaks my heart to see the tears form in her eyes I'd give up my whole world To spare this lil girl an ounce of pain So I try to find the words But, all my thoughts they at best just sound obsurd I wonder if she'd forgive me If I told I'm always thinking of her
