Sublimicide

I was dating the guitar player in the band I was in, and we were on the road together. I wrote this song the night he didn't return to our room after the gig, and I found out the he was in the hotel room next door with his ex...... The punishment.. This turned out to be one of the most requested songs that our band had, and he had to play it and relive it night after night, cuz he was just "so sorry and wanted me to forgive him". SOB!! lol.