As if I were dead
By: Ari
Duration
4:36
Genres
Description
its about suicide, don't let the begginging of the song fool you, it turns into an undistorted , clean , easy going nice beat , funk sort of song
Lyrics
Where is my gun, side tracked by the suicidal thoughts inside of me Maybe also lookin for a bridge, jump off and you fly away cuz you never could make it to the top The crowd around you gives you so much attention , are you really there, do they really care, what happens after your gone Never really could make a friend, kick back, relax your feet , lemme tell you how the story ends What happened to me, I used to be so happy, Never thought I’d lose my mind What happened to me, used to think the world was special, now I think I’m going blind. Took my first step into that cold hard world, I was living a lie I was living a dream I was someone else that wasn’t me Uncovered the mirrors for the first time in 10 years, and I realized the things I’ve done, I realized my life And its going no where, better pick up the pace, my life is moving too fast for me and I don’t know where to go from here Its as if I were dead , communication stops completely, an the psychiatric voices fill my head What Happened to me, I used to be so happy, Never thought I’d lose my mind What happened to me, used to think the world was special, now I think I’m going blind. You’re the number one mistake I fell in love with , you’re the second mistake I’ve always wanted , you’re the third and final reason , why I can’t move on Your accusations will imitate the way you see of who I am, and who I used be An its going nowhere , better pick up the pace, my life is moving too fast for me and I don’t know where to go from here Its as if I were dead, communication stops completely, an the psychiatric voices fill my head Talking secrets , talking secrets, talking secrets, the voices in my head There’s nowhere to go, nowhere to hide, I want nothing to do with my miserable life
