i am a disabled veteran from the gulf war era who got systemic lupus after being exposed to a new kind of radar. i became ill and was then put out of work and found myself at home spiraling into a world of misery when i found my outlet for my pain. i began writing and my wife started reading them and liked what i wrote so after alot of persuading from family and freinds i hired a band and recorded the songs. i hope you like all my songs and the inspiration to which i write came from personal experiences and the feelings are real and heart felt.